Today.... I feel down and unsatisfied looking at my Faraidh marks..... Why am I doing careless mistake again?? Oh GOd, if i do make a mistake in this life, pls forgive me..I want to start a new life w/o hurting anybody's feeling.... TIRING I've been studying a lot bcoz I wanna do the best! I wanna achieve my goal aft I went to the motivational talk on last Saturday at my sch. It was a great and it really motivates me! I love it ! =D Though I was tired on that day, I still put an effort to go to sch....Coz I wanna do the BEST for myself! CONFUSED with my choices so the ans for it is to do istikhoroh..... FRUSTRATING at myself when i cant get the best and when i did smthing wrong to ppl.... I feel that i hate myself of doing it bt i knw i must love myself...... Ppl arnd me nvr try to understand me, nvr care abt me but i care abt other ppl.....ITS UNFAIR! Wateva it is....I knw Allah knws wats the best for me in the future and he's the one that can understand me..=)
